n a N o r A p t 0 R
I Am, and by Being, I am Love.
Palaeogeek, sometime-artist, editor, new music-lover, and possibly a hipster bogan. I'm here to help.
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Brain... why do you fool me/us/you so?! What a frickin' ace illusion, courtesy @drpeteetchells - http://t.co/DruJvBeJ32 hours ago from web | Reply, Retweet, Favorite
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@MrsInferno hold it together hoooooold it together... http://t.co/Fv1Tcply33 hours ago from web | Reply, Retweet, Favorite
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@NewtonMark My cynical side says there's no better way to make them use false info than policies like that.34 hours ago from web | Reply, Retweet, Favorite
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@sunrisesister whaaaa34 hours ago from web | Reply, Retweet, Favorite
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@relsqui That's brillo!. I adore Irritator challengeri's name too…34 hours ago from web | Reply, Retweet, Favorite
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Gah!. The J key on my iPhone keeps sticking.34 hours ago from web | Reply, Retweet, Favorite
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@InvisiblePixels oooh. Could I leave mah baby for so long??
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@InvisiblePixels brb moving to qld.
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@InvisiblePixels please accept my apologies - its now a gorgeous warm autumn day!!
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@sunrisesister aye. Was their entire business built on using folk like that?
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@sunrisesister and by the sound of it, depended a great deal on sucking out of you & N in terms of effort, organisation, and flexibility.
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@InvisiblePixels you got me there. It was a good 0.2C warmer in town.
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Not to be negative, but... http://t.co/r7IKT8zv
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@SiDawson haha - not quite, no! Was some spacial location stuff, quite literally turning things over in my head.
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@Morn -to problem-solve?4 days ago from web | Reply, Retweet, Favorite
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@Morn along with fewer distractions. Nothing that needs thought. It's a finely ritualised process. Automatic motions free conscious thought-4 days ago from web | Reply, Retweet, Favorite
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@Morn before they're even consciously noticed. Maybe there's magic in hot water too ;)4 days ago from web | Reply, Retweet, Favorite
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@Morn Perhaps a total sensory change shifts the brain/conscious state so much that new ideas are taken more seriously by the mind.4 days ago from web | Reply, Retweet, Favorite
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@TetZoo And someone's hand plays with the raptor's arse in this scene - http://t.co/LuRNAZaF4 days ago from web | Reply, Retweet, Favorite
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The Quick Brown Fox Jumps Over the Lazy Dog.
I feel like I’ve been preparing for this image all my life.
The internet is over, everyone can go home
The internet is over, everyone can go home
THE INTERNET IS OVER, EVERYONE CAN GO HOME
I think subject changes are so very underrated. Think about it, when you’re having a conversation with someone you like talking to, you’re all over the place aren’t you? one minute it’s emotions and love, the next it’s quantum mechanics and then it’s david cassidy. Subject changes keep the dynamism alive.
Then you get into an argument and want out, and you start to talk about the weather or visiting your mother and you’re accused of changing the subject, like you’re copping out. All you’re doing is returning things to their normal functional state. Wanting to stay in the dreadful moments of friction and argument is the real change of subject.
…complex animals had obtained their adaptive flexibility at some cost - they had traded one dependency for another. It was no longer necessary to change their bodies to adapt, because now their adaptation was socially determined behaviour. That behaviour required learning. In a sense, among higher animals adaptive fitness was no longer transmitted to the next generation by DNA at all. It was now carried by teaching.
Chimpanzees taught their young to collect termites with a stick. Such actions implied at least the rudiments of a culture. A structured social life. But animals raised in isolation, without parents, without guidance, were not fully functional. Zoo animals frequently could not care for their offspring, because they had never seen it done. They would ignore their infants, or roll over and crush them, or simply become annoyed with them and kill them.
The velociraptors were among the most intelligent dinosaurs, and the most ferocious. Both traits demanded behavioural control. Tens of millions of years ago, in the now-vanished Cretaceous world, their behaviour would have been socially determined, passed on from older to younger animals. Genes controlled the capacity to make such patterns, but not the patterns themselves. Adaptive behaviour was a kind of morality; it was behaviour that had evolved over many generations because it was found to succeed - behaviour that allowed members of the species to cooperate, to live together, to hunt, to raise young.
But on this island, the velociraptors had been re-created in a genetics laboratory. Although their physical bodies were genetically determined, their behaviour was not. These newly created raptors came into the world with no older animals to guide them, to show them proper raptor behaviour. They were on their own, and that was just how they behaved - in a society without structure, without rules, without cooperation. They lived in an uncontrolled, every-creature-for-himself world where the meanest and the nastiest survived, and all the others died.
You wondered what it would be like to step into another life, one with no baggage, into the life of someone without a care in the world, someone new. You’d remember everything they did, you’d know everything they knew, but you wouldn’t have your baggage or fuckups or feared future. Your anxiety would be eased, you imagined, by becoming someone else in one sudden moment of escape, relief, and freedom.
But, so I tried to remind you, you are not the person you were five days ago, let alone the person you were five minutes ago. You already carry someone else’s memories, and remembered all they knew. At first you misunderstood like you always had before, and then you saw it wasn’t you who misunderstood, but it was who you used to be who didn’t want to understand.
So you slipped the shackles of belonging to yourself, and we smiled because the street was noisy and the day was uncomfortably hot like we’ll soon smile because of green, or tired, or vinegar.
We are, and by Being, we are Love.
Name: Deinonychus
Pronounced: Die-Non-E-Cuss
Classification: Theropod
Sub-family: Dromaeosaurid
Temporal Range: Early Cretaceou (115-108 Mya)
Length: 3.2 metres
Height: 1.1 metres
Weight: 70kg
Movement: Bipedal
Feeding Type: Carnivore
My original fave dinosaur. <3.
ALAN, HAVE YOU SEEN MY EXPERIMENTAL SYNTHETIC MESCALINE? IT WAS CLEVERLY DISGUISED AS A PACK OF DENTYNE CHEWING GUM IN CASE JOHN LAW COMES POKING AROUND AGAIN. ONE “PIECE” IS SO CONCENTRATED IT CAN BE DISSOLVED TO YIELD OVER 200 DOSES. I MIGHT HAVE A MASTER’S DEGREE IN CHEMISTRY BUT THAT INDUSTRIAL DESIGN MINOR REALLY COMES IN HANDY. I’M BASICALLY THE TOTAL PACKAGE.
ALAN?
ALAN I’M TALKING TO YOU. DON’T IGNORE ME. WE HAD THAT TALK LAST MONTH ABOUT RESPECTING ONE ANOTHER AS ROOMMATES. YOU’RE HURTING MY FEELINGS.
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St James Infirmary Blues - Cab Calloway20 plays
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Answers
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Older than 39, younger than 40.Asked by Formspring 15 months ago
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I don't really find either appealing. Can I trade in my ticket for a trip around The Kimberley?Asked by Colbs 15 months ago
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I couldn't say, out of a real lack of experience! I do think the Blue Mountains is an incredible trip for lush life everywhere - and is extremely accessible. Melbs is a beautiful city, and far western NSW is bloody awesome for accessible desert areas - but goodness, there's so much more to see out there than just what I've looked at!Asked by Colbs 16 months ago
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Diving is good, as long as you don't do the restaurant thing to ruin it. See? one problem solved already. In fact, I suggest taking your friend diving.Asked by Formspring 17 months ago
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(question continued from a second post): cont. got upset with the other waiter (middle eastern guys) because he was just grinning while we were fighting. then i smashed my diving watch. (i dont dive) and stormed out. btw...nor one chinese person in sight If I'm interpreting your dream correctly, clearly you need to find your friend and not open a restaurant with her, of any kind. Do this very quickly. Run, don't walk!Asked by Formspring 17 months ago
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How about a story then? There's a highway out of town, four lanes divided by a decent sized median strip. Today I drove home after a little shopping, and saw the remains of an accident - two cars had a head-on. Strange thing, of course, that it happened in the middle of two lanes coming into town, and perhaps 100m from the nearest turn-off. Even stranger was the car traveling the wrong way had another car that'd rammed its arse. Two cars, traveling the wrong way down two lanes of a highway not only managed to collect someone coming towards them, but each other. I wonder what the story behind that was...Asked by Formspring 17 months ago
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Dana Sibera is me - Lenina Huxley is Sandra Bullock's character from Demolition Man, a strange little movie I both adore and cringe at, but comes out positively in total - there's much about the character I identify with.Asked by Fizz 18 months ago
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Yes. strong strong yes - not sure if it's something I trained myself to do or just the nature of things, but yes!Asked by Fizz 18 months ago
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I do a few kinds - I suppose there are three mental kinda and one physical. First and foremost is emptying my mind of everything and experiencing nought but consciousness. It's a nice easy one, happens kind of automatically for me, and when I pushed it further to look from above my consciousness down over the rest of my awareness (a kind of Turiya I suppose) I found such bliss from mere existing it changed my life. I'll also meditate mindfully, being aware of everything around me, what it is and what it isn't - the emptiness of all things becomes apparent, and my perceptions become just a little shifted - Meditating like this over time can become almost overwhelming with sensation even in a quiet room in this quiet country town at 11pm. There's *always* something to perceive, either in my own body or in the room about me. I suppose what that has in common with my first type above, is that I'm aware both times of precisely When I am, in time, this one moment - and what parts of my life that come in & out of my experience aren't around. Third mental type is on love. I pick a person I know and feel compassion for them, love, respect - All good things. I don't tend to last long with this, it kind of overjoys me. It doesn't have to be someone close - best it's not or I'd run out of people to love :). Might be an acquaintance, someone I see rarely - or even someone who's stayed in my mind that I saw for a few moments last week - All good, all good practice for lovin'. Physically, I also carry over heart rhythm meditation from my panic/anxiety days. This comes from a horrid 1980s television show I'm sure I could remember the name of if I looked hard enough, with a ninja who could slow his breathing and heart rate down so he looked dead - I thought that was terrifically cool!. I looked up a little info on it, tried some things myself to slow my heart rate and breathing, and found it calmed me *immensely* - probably because I needed to be totally absorbed (mindful!) in the task and nothing else, otherwise my heartrate would leap up to normal again. 1 breath per minute and 28bpm heartrate is the best I've managed, and for someone not terrifically fit, I think that's doing OK. It's a lovely slowed place to be in - slowed in mind and body. Of course, I mix all the above around sometimes (most times?) and probably do a few others from time to time - They serve me well, and those four stick out strongly as consciously selected forms.Asked by Fizz 18 months ago
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Try reversing things, be the person that clicks with them as someone they want to talk to more - and truly fall into that. I've found three wonderful new friends this year by doing just that.Asked by Fizz 20 months ago
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Priorities, mainly.Asked by Formspring 21 months ago
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Once, I could have given you dozens of those, and the more I thought the more I'd come up with something a little deeper - If I trusted you enough, ironically, I might have told you my darkest sometime too - but they'd be just symptoms of the source, the fontis that all the others I've known have come through. Disconnectedness, withdrawal, The Wall, guarded love, isolation, separation, an opposite to unconditional love. From that grows mistrust, suspicion, ego and othering. Once we've othered our fellow humans it's all over, until we can put aside that (very strong!) instinct to continue being apart, and trust for no reason at all.Asked by Formspring 21 months ago
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I could give a dozen different answers if I were asked this question at a dozen different times. For today though, I'll run with 'Biology is fascinating, and big, and acts over unimaginably wide stretches of time, and here we are just humans with our dogs, cats and horses. There's a lot more interesting out there, like say... Dinosaurs!'. Also they're cool - seriously, fricken dinosaurs!Asked by Formspring 21 months ago
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Online is my exhibition space. It's free, enjoy!.Asked by Formspring 21 months ago
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I'm not sure this question was really aimed at me, it seems a reply to an answer of mine that I can't figure out - but that's OK!. I can't give the easy answer of Do X, Then Y Will Come To You, but I can give this; If you were working in an ideal job, and dating or otherwise involved with someone you cared deeply for, you'd be working at what you're passionate about, and giving love freely & comfortably. Until then, it's OK to skip the waiting for employment and relationship bit, and jump straight to the working and loving people. Sure, you won't have the money and the fucking, but it's not like they're the best part of either, really. Get in practice so when you're noticed, picked up, selected, nabbed, or otherwise taken, you can do all the better! (unless you want to be a banker, and then you'd be all about money AND fucking people over ... but I get the feeling you're not ;)Asked by Formspring 22 months ago
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CZAsked by Formspring 23 months ago
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Oh wow - I hadn't, no. Thanks!Asked by Formspring 24 months ago
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It's gotta have sinus surgery in, no doubt about it...Asked by Formspring 24 months ago
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Still the same as http://www.formspring.me/nanoraptor/q/552264610 :)Asked by Formspring 24 months ago
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Nothing that I can tell. \\//,Asked by Formspring 24 months ago